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[13 Jun 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Single.
Dumped.
Not happy.
No I don't want to talk about it.

(1 Roses for you | Love me)

[15 May 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | excited ]

WE WON! WE WON!
I can hardly believe it!

Feels like the light at the end of a tunnel!
I'm so excited!

Good match Gryffindor! You played well!

(Love me)

Italics Private [15 May 2005|01:13am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I was always afraid of being on the outside of Hogwarts. I mean HIM, Death Eaters, attacks! But here I felt safe. Everything happened on the outside. Adults were involved. Death Eaters were what I was afraid of. NOW WE HAVE TO BE AFRAID OF EACH OTHER?!?! We're only kids and we have to fight battles, IN OUR SCHOOL! I don't feel safe anywhere. I'm not safe anywhere.

It made me think of Pop. What must have been going through his mind.
I don't want to die like him.
I'm still a kid.
I don't want to be killed by one.


Hufflepuff, I hope everyone is safe and well. We still have to play tomorrow.
Lisa, I need to see you before the game.

(Love me)

[14 May 2005|04:17am]
[ mood | stressed ]

Greg owled me this morning to say he was going to stay with Mum for awhile. Neither of us like to leave her alone when something like this happens. She's shut down the shop for a few days, so Greg will have to keep her busy so she doesn't go completely nutters.

For the most part it seems like Hufflepuff is all accounted for, and doing decent.
I don't really even know what I'm trying to talk about.

I hope Lisa is doing ok. I haven't talked to her since, and I just hope she's doing well and so is her family.

Yes, well I need to go occupy myself with something I don't have to use words for.

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Italics Private to Zach and Justin [08 May 2005|11:51pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I think I'm having girl problems.

Lisa and I haven't been spending any time together. I mean I see her in the hall and she gives me a quick kiss on the cheek and the flutters off. I don't think I've said more than 10 words to her in the past WEEK! She always has a class to run to, or an exam to study for, or an essay to write. She's too busy for me. Oh no... She's losing interest!
She's found someone older!
A Ravenclaw!
Who gets better marks!
Who has blond Hair!
And is taller than me!
And plays Quidditch better!
I bet he's a Seeker! They always get the girls!
She probably never liked Keepers!
He probably gives her flying lessons on his broom!
And the SNOG under the stands of the Pitch!

THAT'S IT, I KNOW THE TRUTH!
SHE'S CHEATING ON ME!
OH MERLIN WHY?!?



AHH, snap out of it Whitby, you sound like a girl.
...Who's the Seeker of Ravenclaw, anyway?


How about that Quidditch Cup?

(Love me)

[02 Apr 2005|07:41pm]
Something strange is going on.
Is everyone feeling alright today?



Oh no.
Lisa...um, were you Lisa yesterday?

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Italics private to Lisa [27 Mar 2005|11:10pm]
Lisa, if it's not too much trouble could you contact me soon? I'm really worried that I haven't heard or seen you since the news of the attacks. I guess I'm just freaking out a bit about this whole thing. I miss you.

Hufflepuffs, it's good to see you all.

(Love me)

[25 Mar 2005|11:48am]
We have no idea where my brother is. Greg is...missing? I don't know. He just hasn't contacted me or Mum since the attacks and Mum and me are panicking. The shop is closed until further notice and Mum has barely left her room since she found out.

This is how we lost Pop.

GREG LAWRENCE WHITBY, IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU YOU'LL OWL ME TODAY!!

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Italics private to Lisa [15 Mar 2005|01:24pm]
I can't believe this paper that Zach is making us do. On top of schoolwork, the extra practises, the lack of life I have, I really don't have time to do this too. But doing it I am, and I figure it could only help the team. But I really wanted to see you sometime today, but I have to give it to him by tonight. I'm so sorry.

This "assignment" Zach gave us, however very long, it could only help us. We really do need to be prepared if we plan on winning the cup this year. Not a moment of slacking. Besides, my personal strategy could use some tweaking if I plan to Keep well against Gryffindor's Chasers.

My stomach's a bit sloshy from breakfast. I don't think those eggs sat well. Maybe it's just nerves...but I'm not nervous about anything. Stress? No, I don't think so. Fatigue? No, I don't think it's that either, I pretty much sleep like a rock. I probably snore too.

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Italics Private to Lisa. [08 Mar 2005|01:48pm]
Practises have been kicking my arse lately. I get back to the dorm and barely finish my work before I fall asleep. There taking away from my Lisa time as well... But all for the good of the team I suppose. It will pay off in the end!

I'm bloody sick of winter. Some people may find it pretty with all the snow and stuff. But it's not pretty. It's cold and damp and COLD. Seriously, everytime I go out to ride, I get snotcicles. Frozen snotcicles! I'm so over winter. When I move out, I'm going to Italy. They don't even know what snow is there. (Well, I'm sure they do.)

Lisa, if you have some time, want to help me on my charms homework? Not really having that much trouble, just really need to see you. I'm grumpy. And I know your one of the only one's that can cure that. Provided we don't have a pop Quidditch practise.

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[21 Feb 2005|12:00am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Sometimes I wonder if Mum's knickers are on too tight! She sent me an owl, warning me about the "Death Eater on the loose!" She says, if the Aurors can't hold on to him, than no one is safe. Next she'll be bloody pulling me out of school if I fall off a broom! Should have been an actress, all the overreacting she does.

Valentine's day was wonderful, on the other hand. I think I really surprised Lisa with what I had planned at the ball. She looked fantastic, and I wore the dress robes she made me. The colour definately fits the occasion.

She's a terrific dancer. I on the other hand am surprised her toes aren't black and blue. Must have been walking on her's more than mine! But I started to get the hang of it by the end of the night.
I had a good teacher.

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Italics veiwable to Zach [03 Jan 2005|03:01am]
I'm a bit sleepy after Zach's party. And its probably not a great idea that I haven't packed yet. I'll just catch some sleep on the train ride back.

Mum is packing me a lunch as usual. Luckily I saved a bit of money to buys some sweets off the trolley. I have no idea why I went on about that. Being sleep deprived can do funny things to a boy.

Zach's party was enjoyable. I think I need to talk to some people before I say anymore.

I'm excited for the next term! Actually I'm mostly excited to see Lisa every day and to play Quidditch.

Oh hell, I better pack now.

Lisa, I can not wait to see you tomorrow. Sit with me on the train ride?

Zach, take it easy tomorrow mate. And if you see Zabini, don't hit him. It probably wouldn't be a wise decision.

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[13 Dec 2004|12:53am]
[ mood | excited ]

This is going to be the best Christmas ever. Despite everything, there is NOTHING that is going to ruin Christmas this year.

Reasons:
I got a girl! I hope I have a girl. I mean, we haven't really decided what we are. But she's wonderful.
I have money. Thank you Mum for actually paying me to work in the shop.
With money, I can buy everyone real presents. Not just candy.
Mum is cooking peach crumbler for dessert.
I get to go and spend a couple days with Greg at his flat.

What do I get Lisa for Christmas? What do you get girls for presents? I always get Mum a new pair of mittens or perfume. Would Lisa like mittens? No, too...plain. Perfume? No she smells wonderful already. Oh bugger, I might as well just ask her.

Its terrible, but I've hardly been concentrating lately. I like being part of something. I just never expected this to happen. She's not like the third year girls, who poke you with quills. No, she's really smart, and she knows it. But not in the bad way, in the way that she really listens. Not giggle and squeel and about me when they think I can't hear them. I just can't keep my mind off her. She's so fantastic. I saw her a bit ago, and we were outside and the snow flakes stuck to her eyelashes and made her eyes sparkle...

So yes, Christmas is going to be wonderful.

(1 Roses for you | Love me)

[04 Nov 2004|01:08pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Just did some very interesting reading...very very interesting.

[Private to Lisa]
I am so sorry if I offended you by being so forward and at one point...just plain blunt. I really hope we can talk soon so we can get all this sorted out and I can ask you to be my girl....
[/private]

I am very sorry if I offended anyone with my openness.
That was never my intention.

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[02 Nov 2004|09:58am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Wow the ball was amazing! Everyone looked nice. All the girls looked beautiful! Well, my date looked the best. Lisa looked like an angel when she was coming down the stairs, I just couldn't keep my eyes off her. And yes Zach her breasts did look nice, but I didn't stare at them the entire night...I don't think.

We danced practically the entire night, and Lisa is a wonderful dancer. She was the best company I could have possibly had. Did I mention she looked amazing.

I thought I fancied her before the ball, ok well I knew I did, but that night confirmed it. You see, I didn't want to tell her I fancied her because she is older then me and I didn't want people to poke fun at her for a kid being sweet on her, that would just make her upset. But at the ball it was really hard not to tell her...or snog her. She has really pretty lips and a perfect smile, and I just wanted to kiss her, but I couldn't. I was afraid she would be disgusted or embarrassed, or bonk me upside the head for being forward.

So you see, the ball was perfect except for the fact that I wanted to snog Lisa, because the last person I snogged was Natalie and although I miss her something awful she's very far away and I try not to think about her too much because Greg and all the older boys say I need to move on. Natalie really is a wonderful girl and she was my first everything...well not EVERYTHING, just first girlfriend and first snog, but you know. Its been a while, and I'm not one to just go and snog anyone, I have to care about the person, which sounds very stupid I know, but I really wanted Lisa to be the next person I snogged because I'm starting to really care for her.

Its just strange that I seem to have gotten over her quite fast, but how could I not? Lisa is perfect and I can't help but look and her and get this funny excited feeling in my stomach.

The ball was wonderful.

(Love me)

Italics veiwable to Zach. [23 Oct 2004|04:35pm]
I recieved an Owl from Natalie...

Natalie...my ex.


Um Zach,

HELP!!!!

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Private to Lisa ((italics private to me)) [22 Oct 2004|07:55pm]
Hi...erm..Lisa,

I was just wondering what color or dress were you planning on wear to the ball. I would just like to wear something that would compliment your dress robes, or something. I appologize, I am not so good with this ball buisness. But I am really really really really...looking forward to the ball with you.

Ok, Thank you.

Kevin

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[11 Oct 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I have a date to the ball!!

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Italics veiwable to Zach [07 Oct 2004|11:49pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Am I the only one realising the wall portraits getting very nosey?
Besides its really not anyone's buisiness if I do...AND I DON'T CHECK!
And I am, so I don't have to.

I can just tell.


LIAR! No girls, just wall hangings are interested.

At least when I was thirteen I didn't have people spying on me.

Bloody Divination, bloody paintings, bloody girls.


If anyone needs me I'll be sleeping off the humiliation...

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[28 Sep 2004|09:41am]
[ mood | excited ]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!

Don't feel much older yet.
But then again, it is still early in the morning.

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